It's complicated and stupid

What do you do when you feel that the whole world is turning its back against you? You feel lame, stupid and unwanted right? Right. You go and tell your friends that you're down and they cheer you up. Uh-huh. That's the first thing they do and the second thing they do is leave you behind coz' you're ruining their oh-so wonderful day. So much for having friends. I feel ridiculous right now. Screw feelings. If I were manhid I'd thank God but unfortunately I'm not. My point is that when I feel down the best way to make me feel better is tell other people that I have a problem. I'm not telling anyone yet but I'm telling you blogspot. Hope you understand. Gotta go. I think I'm not making any sense here.